My Kundalini Awakening Story

Hello, My Love!

Today, I’m gonna be sharing my Kundalini Awakening story with you. These moments and awarenesses completely transformed everything I thought this life was.

I cannot wait to share these magikal encounters with you. I cannot emphasize enough, the importance of sharing our magikal encounters with each other. It is beyond priceless and powerful. We have the potential to literally flip the entire script of humanity, by sharing how ethereal and magikal this place truly is.

I encourage you to share your magik.

It is such a profound experience to be able to reflect one’s truth out into humanity and watch the reflections blossom and bloom back. It is truly indescribable, and it’s how we are going to ripple effect; transform and metamorphosize this planet and Universe.

It happened one evening in 2018. I had just finished reading The Untethered Soul. I was laying in my bed; Arrayah was about a year and a half years old, and she was sleeping down the hall. Jamey was in the living room and I was in the bedroom. I had just finished reading this book and I got up to use the restroom, but before I could, my phone “called” to me.

I opened it up to discover a “Latifa Prayer”, simply sitting there. It was intended to open ones’ chakra system up to the highest communication of the Universe. I read this prayer, and I resumed my way to the restroom. As I sat, staring at the white wall, I began to notice that I could actually visually see the energy in the room moving in front of the wall, and I began to play with the energy, with my mind. Quickly, making connections as to how I had been experiencing and interacting with this visual energy throughout my entire life.

I used to work at a casino, and I would walk through the casino and there would be so much blurriness in my vision; it seemed like it came and went, it was incredibly confusing. I was like, “Can I see? Can I not see, do I need glasses? Do I need contacts? What is happening?”

It didn’t seem to be all the time. So in this moment, staring at this white wall, I started to draw all the connections of how being in closed containers with lots of people had increased the visual energy, and that’s what I had been experiencing. I would go up on the mountain and when I’d be at high altitude, it would almost be like I was tripping.

I couldn’t see anything, I couldn’t see the texture of the snow, there would be swirling, stringy, holographic stars in my eyes. “This makes so much more sense, I can see energy!”. Having this awareness changed my life and it took me on a very rapid ascension. Having the awareness that I have the visual capabilities to see beyond the 3D construct.

I began to play with the energy and it began to play with me. I would wake up in the middle of the night and I would see these energy spiders. I would wake up and I would look over and Jamey would be covered in this rainbow netting and these little energy spiders would be mending his aura.

Then I started seeing spiders all over the place. Ray and I would walk to the grocery store and spiders would guide us. I began to have these thoughts and ideas around; what we’ve been told, what things represent, our personal relationships, and our belief system around specific entities and specific ideas. This planted the seed for how I would begin to observe reality, in general.

Before I knew it, after I had gotten out of the restroom, I started hearing crashes and bangs coming from the ceiling. Telepathic communication started pouring in and I heard, “we’re coming, tell everyone we’re coming, but it’s not like you’ve been told it’s going to be”. I swiftly shifted into a puzzle solving mode to decode exactly what this meant.

I started working backwards. ‘Okay, what have we been told? War, hate, enemies, separation, that we can’t get along and coexistence isn’t possible, people suck and humans are stupid… So if it’s not what we’ve been told, then it’s the opposite of all those things, which is; peace and coexistence, billiance, love, magnificence, communication, working together, unity, all is one’.

As soon as I started having thoughts like this, the intensity of the communication got deeper. I was then instructed to go and share this information with Jaylo (Jamey), my husband. He was in the living room and I was still in the bedroom. At this point I was simply trying to gather myself, as to what was happening, and did I really have to go tell him?!

I attempted to lay down and rest for a second, but was forcefully guided, and told to go and share this information. So, I gathered myself and I went to the living room to share this message with him. As I reached him, he was in the middle of a conversation.

I stood there patiently waiting for my chance to speak, while simultaneously trying to figure out exactly what to say. As I stood there, trying to find the exact words; if I should even say anything at all — I heard a stern presence say, “STOP HESITATING”.

“We told you to tell him”. Once he got to me, he listened, placated me a bit, asked me, “when are they coming?”, I didn’t know that. I just knew that, ‘it would be different than what we’ve been told it’s going to be’. In that moment, I chose to sit next to him, in the living room, just to be safe.

Within moments, the entire ceiling in our bedroom sounded like it came crashing down, AGAIN! I jumped up and I ran down the hallway. Jamey was super confused. He was like, “what’s going on?”.

“DID YOU NOT JUST HEAR THAT?!”.

When I got to the bedroom, I was told that they weren’t done communicating with me yet; so I opened myself up.

I laid down on the bed, fully open and allowed the communication to flow and ticker through my being. I recognized that there was a physical sensation in my body directing my thoughts. As the conversation progressed; as my thoughts were accurate, I would experience a visceral knowing, and if they were inaccurate, I would be guided back to accuracy.

It was a very distinct feeling in my body, which obviously really, really fine tuned (for myself) the awareness of what my intuition truly feels like, because it’s incredibly distinct. After this experience, I knew there is no fucking this up. We are so guided. It’s insane!

Like, we cannot make a mistake. Everything’s happening so encodedly.

I got fully dressed for bed, shoes and all, just in case. I didn’t know if I was going to be abducted or what was going to happen.

The next day, I contacted a spiritual blogger; this wasn’t in my wheelhouse at the time, and I wanted to know, “is this normal?” Immediately, she put me at ease. “Oh, yes, I’ve been communicating with these entities since I was a child”.

About two weeks later, Jaylo and I sat down to watch a movie and within a few minutes, I was super confused. “Is this the same movie we just watched in theaters?”.

He told me that it was, but it was clearly not the same movie from two weeks prior. All of a sudden, the main character comes on the television and he pauses everyone in the scene. However, my husband sitting next to me, paused too. The main character turns to me and says, “I’ve been doing this for a very long time. I’m taking a vacation. Take your light workers and go do your job”.

I sat there like, “is this really happening?!” All of a sudden a globe pops up on the screen, portraying an electrical grid shut down, and then reboot. As it reboots, a bright blue electrical current pours out of the top of the television and into the top of my head; I gripped the edge of the couch.

Electricity was pulsating through my entire being; flowing through every fingertip. Beams of light, pouring out of the sides of my eyes, providing me a fifth dimensional perceptual upgrade (details I discovered, after the fact).

My life swiftly began to illuminate and creativity began to pour in. I began waking to energetic entities working on our auras, telepathic communication from different realms and massive holographic upgrades were constant and consistent. They have never stopped. I came to innerstand that as a collective (we are all apart of the same living organism), our cerebral capacity is gradually upgrading to 100% and that we are holographic at our core.

So now, I can visibly and viscerally witness and experience upgrades; they are bright and illuminescent. I can literally see the holographic shine and holographic upgrade happening, when the cerebral capacity goes up.

Two weeks after the 5D perceptional upgrade, I was walking into my bathroom and all of a sudden the feeling unconditional love, showered over me.

It literally stopped me in my tracks, as I heard, “Congratulations, this is your induction ceremony — you have been inducted into the “Realm of God’s”. I can still remember the exact thoughts that led to this epic moment. Jamey had just asked me if I wanted to watch a vampire movie.

Immediately I went into these narratives of the time, like, “empaths, don’t do that”. “We don’t like scary movies”, blah, blah, blah. Literally just naming off all of these inaccurate narratives about Empaths. I stopped myself, “Why would I say that? Why would I not look at everything that life has to offer? I can’t be denying a part of this experience and also be experiencing it wholly, fully, simultaneously”.

As soon as I had this thought, I visually saw, a black ribbon and a white ribbon blend together, and then all of a sudden I felt and witnessed unconditional love shower above me. So, the mere thought of, not denying or not looking at, or not receiving or not embracing, “all that is”, is what brought me to this “golden shower” graduation and celebration of being inducted.

When Ray and I would walk to the store and spiders would guide us, that’s when I really started realizing and drawing all of the narratives together. How important it is to see everything neutrally and to not instantaneously provide the narratives that we have been instructed via social programming; because that has nothing to do with actual truth ie Galactic truth.

The truth of the matter is, all is neutral and that nothing means anything but the meaning we are providing it.

I started to get curious and really excited about the things, that most people are “scared of”. I started having experiences with the Spider Ladies; they would come down in the middle of the night and they would work on my aura, they would communicate with me and I would chat with them. They are just so sweet and kind.

I realized that they were the ones that weave, the energetic complex back together again after we have an upgrade or when there is some type of expansion that happens, and a new sector needs to be created.

My entire reality shifted very, very quickly from a 3D, ‘this means this, and this means that’, to ‘nothing means anything and imagination is your new reality’.

Years later, massive clarity and countless upgrades… I’ve discovered that my consciousness resides in the significant future. My role within the experience has been precisely highlighted and explained, and my ability to see the magnificence in “all that is”, is literally next level.

In the process of all of this, I’ve had the opportunity to share these experiences with others. I had a friend come over, I was sharing a lot of this (while it was happening), with him. His responses really solidified, how important it would be that we share our magikal encounters.

He had been going through a lot; was feeling very confused, very depressed, and just conversations of me sharing my awakening with him, made him feel sane.

It allowed him to embrace the magikal experiences, he too was having. Rather than denying them, or telling himself that it’s “too weird” or “too bizarre”, or that it wouldn’t be accepted, and that he couldn’t share these magikal experiences.

His experience really inspired my heart to be open, and to maintain open as far as sharing my magikal experiences. My next phase involves simply sharing my story, my vision, my point of view, and making beautiful memories, music, art and love.

I encourage all to share their awakening experiences.

If you can see the holographic complex, I encourage you to share this with others. It has been one of the most magikal times of my life and we’re all just getting started.